This is just a little background from my adolescence, when the day is still young :)
I've never had any boyfriend, even until the day when I wrote this post. I only had some crushes with some guys from school since junior high. But of course they never last that long. In junior and senior high school, I liked some guys (one guy at a time, one after another), mostly because they're cute, talented, smart, or just looked good in the basketball court. In senior high school, I liked a guy just because he could play a musical instrument so well and sang my favourite song during one of school's party (yeahh...typical teenager ;p).
A crush is a crazy and deceptive feeling (teenagers know it really well). You think you love him, but in fact you don't. You just like him because he can do some cool stuffs, has a sweet manner toward you, or just because his good look entertains your eyes. For me, those days were like a roller coaster. I could have a sunny, bright day when he looked at me and just smiled. But it could turn into a gloomy one when I didn't see him all day, or saw him going out with another girl. But the good thing was, once I knew that the guy I liked had a girlfriend, I would easily get over him and move on.
